Fruit Bowl with Water Jar
8" x 8" oil on board
My first painting since March.There are some practical reasons: we took on a complete kitchen renovation, and my studio (the corner of Sarah's office where I keep my supplies) was filled with boxes. I'm a full time special education teacher who runs an after school club. My kids have sports nearly every single day. etc, etc, etc,.
I don't know what you would call the other reasons - existential maybe? The instagram burnout is still fresh. I felt like I was painting for the wrong reasons. I also started to feel really selfish for spending so much time painting when so many other people (my wife included) don't have that time. I felt like I needed to devote more of myself to my kids, which I have. Life just feels like spinning plates sometimes, and I needed to let a few drop.
But, now that the kitchen is done, I've been feeling the urge. I've also hung a few of my paintings in the the new kitchen and that's made me think about which paintings I actually like and why I like them. I like paintings that are mysterious and abstract and far from perfect representations. There are so many plates I can drop and need to drop.